There are plenty of good Japanese songs that are out there with catchy tunes. But this particular song by Sukima Switch has some pretty deep meaning.

I’ve lost the wings on my back when I lost you… The memories of when I flew are deeply engraved in me and won’t disappear

The Moon rises from the hills bringing along the fireflies, the days I do nothing just end without me saying anything.

Even if I’m not here, the world would continue to spin… But if you aren’t here…my bright morning would never come

I roll around in the thick grass and sleep deep in the forest. We argued many times, but that was for everything and our future…It was in order for us to face the future

I’ve lost the wings on my back when I lost you… The memories of when I flew are deeply engraved in me and won’t disappear

All I thought about was taking you back, but it seems you weren’t washed away in the Murky Stream of Time along with me.

There aren’t any memories for us to talk about nor anything to cling onto… This tear left behind won’t reach you… I shed my final tear drop…

Suddenly the night dissipates and light scatters into the sky, my tightly closed eye lids couldn’t hold it anymore, as I opened them, you were there.

I have no need for the wings I have lost, the fresh new sun tenderly shines over us.

From now on, we’ll firmly tread on this Earth… Embracing you, we walk into tomorrow.

The aftermath of me, Byron, and Zapanta Bros shooting the shit out of the targets… Ahhh glorious and fun lol. Nice way to relieve stress

This girl broke my heart and now she became target practice lol

I know what I did. Yet I don’t think I deserves what happened. Love can bring pain, yet it can teach a person a lot. I’m hurting, yet I’m praying. Please god, help me and bring peace to my heart

Everything was okay when it was just my mother and I at home. I felt as if I was actually at peace. My brother comes home and I was excited for his return. But coming back with my dad is a different story. Ever since he came home, my life with my old man is back to where it used to be, hatred and being and each other’s throats. No freedom for anything in this tragic change. We were fine during Dec.-Feb. was great. Now he’s back to his old self that I loathe..

Saturday I really didn’t wanna be with him.. It wasn’t because of fear, it was because of anger and frustration. It kind of makes me laugh that he thinks that I’m scared when I’m really not. Unloading my brother’s things from the moving truck and wall painting was pretty chill. Everyone was probably on edge. We finished one wall and brought everything in except for couches. At least the rest of the night was enjoyable. At some point, my dad needs to realize how he’s acting.. I’m still glad my brother is home though, despite the way me and my dad are

I thought being at work would put away my demons that I’m currently fighting with, but I’m still bombarded. I’m taking this last 15 min break of the day to soothe and calm myself of anything. I still have my family, Grace and my friends who’re good people to come to for many reasons. I will continue for the last 2 hours of the day so I can do something worth living for.. To everyone that may or may not read this, but your support or even prayers is highly appreciated. Take care of yourselves

somehow you still haunt me. Although I don’t wanna be with you, it still hurts to think about you. I loved you more than anything and it almost killed me. No matter how much you will never forgive me, it still burns more that you truly are a cold person.. Thankfully, someone has surpassed you when it comes to respect, love, and religious values… That woman is Grace Bokony… I love her so much because she’s actually understanding, accepting, and gives me so much strength that it keeps me from falling into despair. I’ve had a tough summer with a few good moments. No matter what happens, I will continue to fight for the right reasons. Nobody has given me a true chance till I actually met her. Now with everything I have, from school, work, my close friends, my family, and a relationship, I’m glad for the blessings I have. Thank the lord for Grace Bokony, because if it weren’t for her, I would’ve still been really sad in this world…

Easily the most difficult situation I’ve ever experience this weekend. Coming back from a Jay-Z/Kanye West concert and finding out about a parental split is the biggest heartbreak that I never saw comin.. I could’ve prevented it if my dad opened up to me but he jus decided on his own and broke the family’s heart… I’m still in pain dealing with the turmoil. Whoever reads this, prayers would be greatly appreciated..

“YOU WERE NOTHING BUT HELL WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER! I’VE MOVED ON AND I’M A LOT HAPPIER SO YOU SHOULD DO THE SAME. We can’t be friends and I just want to forget you ever existed. Please leave me alone.”

I guess some people were born to be greezy lol

Who would’ve thought that the month of November has been a rough start. I got myself into some things that shouldn’t have happened, but I learned valuable lessons through it. Right now, I’m just keeping myself focused on what I feel I need to do. Supporting my family is what I’m trying to do right now. I know my faults and what I’ve failed to do. So I will continue to strive and move forward with the important things that need to be taken care of. My pops is goin through some rough times so I’m helping out in any way that I can as much as necessary. I surely do hope things can work out in every way possible. I’m also lifting this all up to god, considering what I’m praying and thinking about. I ask for those who’re following me and to pass this on to good friends to pray for me as I continuously journey through this hardship. Thank you all and God bless.